Just a short one, I woke up today with the determination to complete one of the modules for the upcoming exams but i found myself being consumed by the past. Doubts came into my mind..."are You for real?" Struggle i did, i felt like i was literally wrestling with myself. Decided to just lie down on the bed for awhile and concentrate on Him Above and just rest. (i've been getting up every morning feeling tired)
I was just suddenly compelled to read some of the letters i have received from home.
man, i miss home so badly; not only the place or the environment, but the people. The people that i grew up with, fought with, cried with, throw-chewing-gum-into-her-hair with, going-to-college with, played-yoyo with, served with, prayed with, cycle with, eat with, go-toilet with, played-badminton with, fell-into-the-drain with, played football with, wash-pond with, fart with, burped with, cut hair with, look-at-ourselves-in-the-mirror with, took the Communion with, sang with, played guitar with, tried to study for SPM and ended up watching Princess Monokeke with Domino's with, got sun-burned with, snored with; the list is endless.
I always thank God for people to do life together. Thats You!!..hehee
I am reminded of who i am and my purpose here.
His child.
I thank God so much also for the people around me NOW. I just can't wait to see how all this is going to fit into HIS plans. WOW!!!!!
1 comment:
thats not me...
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