Friday, November 13, 2009

Tribute to my 4 legged friend

When in grieve, writing always help.

And so we were told just recently that Amber (one half of the Wong family doggies) passed away. We were shocked and of course sad. It's interesting how one dog can have an impact not only to us as individuals but to us a family. Ask anyone of us and we will have our own stories to share about Amber.

I remember days of chasing her..literally. We were not very good owners, rarely took her out for walks. Whenever we left the gate slightly opened, she would dashed out and one of us would run after to catch her to bring her back. Our neighbours must have thought, 'crazy jokers chasing after their dog around the neighbourhood'.

I remember also days when she would just sit down and rest her head in between the grils of the door looking oh so adorable but we knew deep down, she wanted to get more food (eg. chicken bones which apparently are harmful to dogs). haha

And there was that time also when she jumped into the fish pond. That was funny...

She was also a 'friend' to me. Weird as it sounds, used to sit down with her and just talk to her while patting her. Knowing there was not a slight chance of her responding to my rants/complains in life, I shared quite a bit with her..haha. And interestingly enough, she would look back at me with her tongue hanging out and with a face that has no worries at all, and that was enough to remind me of the simple truth of sometimes, just take it easy.

Being away from home and her for quite a bit helps the grieving process but as I was talking to my sister, that we won't forget the memories. The many times she annoyed us and also the many more times she brought us joy.

It is interesting how God allows these kind of things. I believe its in His will too to have allowed us to have a dog and I believe He has also taught us some things through our 4 legged friend.

Once read the book 'Cat and Dog theology' by Bob Sjogren & Gerald Robison and it brought some interesting perspectives to our relationship with Him. And of course, having dogs yourself help to illustrate the examples better.

Thank You God for the memories and for Amber.

Bye Bye 'ber'..

Monday, October 26, 2009

Jamie's American Road trip

And so I just finished watching the first episode of Jamie's American Road trip. Totally enjoyed it, always enjoy watching Jamie Oliver (i enjoy listening to the British accent so I could be bias..haha), he's touring America trying out the underground/local cuisines prepared by migrants. There was a chap which he met, a Colombian who works as a school bus driver by day and at nights, cooks for about 70plus homeless illegal migrants and distributes the food to them.

I was reminded of

Luke 4:18-19 The Spirit of the LORD is upon Me, because He has annointed Me to preach the gospel to the poor; He has sent Me to heal the brokenhearted, to proclaim liberty to the captives and recovery of sight to the blind, to set at liberty those who are oppressed; to proclaim the acceptable year of the LORD.

I get excited when I hear/see of churches who are integrated in their local communities doing acts of justice, defending those who are weak, feeding those who are hungry, being a channel for His power. I get even more excited when together with these, there is an active proclaimation of the gospel and lives being saved. And I know it is hard to strike a balance.

I'm reminded from a thought shared by K.P Yohannan in his book, 'Revolution in World Missions' where he makes the point that yes, it is important for a church to meet the social need but it is more important to meet the spiritual need as often, the physical needs are an expression of their spiritual state.

God, wake us up from our spiritual slumber that we may see how much we need You in our lives.

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Gratefulness

Sippin' a cup of warm Camomiile and Green Tea and eating lemon crisps from Arnott's...ah pure bliss...


I've never felt so 'aunty' before..hehehe.

Woke up rather early this morning and had a sudden urge to have them for breakfast as I spent the time reading His Word and reflecting.

I can't believe I'm excited for OCF Australia's National AGM, like uber excited! I was never one who fancied formality and 'motions' and all that sort. And I still don't think I am. I am excited more for what He is going to do through it and for the lives He is going to touch and also...it's going to be in Klang :)



Friday, October 23, 2009

Just like that. .

And just like that, October's coming to an end and we will be into our 'last leg' for the year 09.

I was recently convinced by Ms Lee (all the way from UK) to go out to get the book, 'Boundaries in dating.' by Dr Henry Cloud and Dr John Townsend. I never thought i would invest in a book on relationships. The last and only book I have ever read on relationships was 'I kissed dating goodbye' by Joshua Harris. (I 'borrowed' it from a friend and haven't returned it..haha)

Interesting point: Cloud and Townsend made some remarks to debunk Harris' thoughts on dating in their first chapter. I was like, Woah, these 2 books would probably be the only books I will ever read on relationships and they potentially would offer 2 different views. But then again, I like to read/listen/hear what others think/say hence also the sudden impulse to invest in a book on relationships.

Just finished an autobiography-like book on Rees Howells and also 'A backpack and a bit of luck,' by Zhang Su Li, that was an enjoyable read.

The other books that I'm currently taking my time through also are 'Your Church. . can make a World of Difference' by Allan Webb and 'Coffee on the Terrace' by Bruce Grayden, a Wycliffe missionary who was based in the Phillipines.


Tuesday, September 15, 2009

for your amusement

and so i got my salary and i was like all..oo..$$..haha..but it was a short-lived one..after dividing it to a few portions to be put here and there..i was left with very little and then it dawned upon me..this is going to be one lonng year..and here i was thinking....i dont hv to be a scrooge and look for cheap bargains anymore (it can be tiring sometimes - but i still get the kicks when i find a loaf of Helgas bread for AUD 2 tho) and then it hit me again too..earning my own moolah dosent equate to a more 'comfortable' life but the opposite actually.i've to be wise in my using them as I can't or at least shouldn't be running to Mama-Papa Sdn Bhd for $$ anymore..

and so..i went to harris-scarfe (probably aussie's equivalent of jusco) to look for some working socks. ive only got 1 pair (and no, i havent been re-wearing them everyday and end up developing athlete's foot) but ive been wearing my other like 'sporty' looking socks..everytime i sit down, i was a bit embarassed coz u know how the pants will be pulled up a bit revealing your socks hence the importance of choosing socks which will match your attire for the day.but after a while..i was like..hiya..cannot think too much..

but anyways..i went to harris-scarfe to look for working socks on sunday and i was so excited when i found a set of 3 for 15dollars reduced from 25..(and the chinese uncle would say....'pieerree cardin' one somee moree..i dont even know what brand it is..but i've a hunch that a typical chinese uncle would have that reaction) I just thought it would be easy to match as they were black in colour with minimal designs. and so i bought it feeling rather proud with myself for finding a bargain..

this morning when i wore one of them for the first time, i realised why they were reduced...

they didnt match!

the colour was the same but the way they were sewn together was different.like they had different thread pattern...one was plain, the other had lines...

i just laughed at myself..im still going to wear them..only someone who focuses on it can pick out the difference..i doubt ppl will actually like stare at my feet/ankle....but then again..i actually wear a quite striking colour shoe...oh well...

haha.

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Interesting videos



Both are on unity in a land deprived of it
but each has a different background to it.

Saturday, August 29, 2009

1 week down, 51 more to go..

Finished my first ever 6 days working week today. My rotation is set up in a way that will give me a 4 days working week, but that would mean extra work on some of the weeks and I so happen started in the week where i had to do a 6 days one.

Week 1: 5 days
Week 2: 6 days
Week 3: 4 days (my favourite...duhh!)
Week 4: 6 days

I still have my job..thank God :)

And this was how I celebrated my first week. I had a huge craving for McD's fries the whole day today and so right after work, went to the nearest McD's and ordered their new Angas beef burger value meal, for those who know what I'm talking about, you just got to try it. It's DA BOMB! haha..it was oh so satisfying! probably also due to the fact that I only had a cup of tea for lunch and some biscuits bcoz it was raining oh-so-heavily and i couldn't go out to get something. Will probably need to start packing food or keeping snacks in the locker or something..

Came back home, played 'Nigel Kennedy: Berlin Philharmonic Orchestra', swung open the balcony windows and took one of the nicest nap I've ever had. It just stopped raining so the weather was just perfect and the birds were singing too!. Pure bliss...and did i mention, a bird built her nest in the tree in front of the balcony so every morning, i get to see her sitting on her eggs.

Work has been interesting. I got to think of combinations of ties, shirts and jumpers/cardigans to wear for the past few days (not that I have many, even more the need to mix and match)..haha..on a serious note, I'm beginning to understand the responsibilties that come up with 'growing up'. And even more the role I potentially playing or if not already in someone else's well being. Most of my friends/colleagues knew that already when they were in uni and i somehow only realise it now..i can be a bit blur sometimes but oh well..

While I was enjoying my Angas beef at McD's, i saw this family that came in, and could tell that it was really a treat for the kids to have McD's. They were so cute in their raincoat and were all smiling so happily. And it came back to me again, the reminder of how blessed I am and how fortunate that I am to be in where I am in life. Even with all the complains that I pour out to Him, He still loves me and gives me more than what I need. How can I not be amazed by this Love. and He knows what makes me smile, what cheers me up when I'm down..He knows us more than we know ourselves..how can we not fall down and worship..

We have been blessed to bless others, one of my life principles..

2 Corinthians 5:14 For the love of Christ compels us...

and so dear reader, I thank you for taking the time to have an interest in my life and for stopping by here when you do and I hope you continue to do so, and I hope that these life stories that I have may be of some use to you.

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Quick update

seen on a letter (which I sneakily had a peek on) from the HR department to the pharmacy manager of the place I am working at with regards to my recent employment

'...we trust her (referring to me) addition to your team will be...'

and there were more reference to me as 'her/she' in the letter ! no wonder I didn't get a copy of the letter.

my goodness...memories of Convention 07 came flooding back in when I was categorised under 'F' and was slotted to share room with the ladies instead..

i may consider a name change if this continues..haha..

apart from that little hiccup, all's been well. I'm still smiling and am so grateful for the opportunity to even go to work.


Sunday, August 23, 2009

A new beginning

I will be starting work tomorrow as an intern pharmacist. Thank God !

man..why did I tell mummy not to iron my shirts when she was here...haha.

Thanks for praying and for all the encouragements.

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

August is the Farewell month of 2009

Just realized that August is going to be an emotionally stretching one for me.

Family came and we had such a good time and it was hard to say bye bye when they left.

May came and we had such a good time too and just like that, she returned home already and I couldn't bring myself to go to the airport this time around.

And Esther's leaving this Saturday, so that's another bye bye.

I guess life still goes on and just another reminder to not take things for granted and to seize every moment.

Friday, August 14, 2009

Growing up

And Dad's leaving this Sunday. That will end what was one of the most cherished 2 weeks of 2009 for me so far. And you can imagine, the bulk of our conversations were around the themes of growing up. Cars, stock market, investments, 5 - 10 yr goal plans and what all those things where you only hear 'grown ups' talk about. And of course, your typical family bickering. :)

'Uncle Wei Jin'...

haha. Time to grow up.

I guess there comes a point in time in life when you realised, 'Woah, i can't last as long as before on the jogging field' or when suddenly, you are interested in a company's performance in the stock market. I think I'm there right now.

God willing, I will be starting work soon. I am really excited about it but I realised also that ends a chapter in my life and the start of a new one. And the responsiblities that comes with it in one sense, excites me but also causes me to be a bit more cautious in my decisions and how I use my resources. I think also of the vast opportunities that are before me, of what I can do and experience and boy..i can't wait. And I realise how things change just like that. It was just like yesterday I was playing football kaki ayam in the house garden with my bro, being chased around by mum to not damage her pots and plants and now, i'm on the brink of starting work as a pharmacist intern.

Things change so fast and I would say, I sometimes fear change or take a long time to adapt and I always want to cling on to something which is 'safe' and 'stable'.

In the midst of all these, I am reminded of One who is unchangable, who is certain and who holds true to who He say He is. A friend just recent gave me a study on the Doctrine of the 'Evangelicals' and the first study was on the infallibilty and the inerrancy of the Word of God.

A portion from Scripture:
All Scripture is given by inspiration of God, and is profitable for doctrine, for reproof, for correction, for instruction in righteousness, that the man of God may be complete, thoroughly equipped for every good work.

Mum left a copy of this month's edition of Reader's Digest. This months special report was on Men's midlife survival guide. haha. And there was a page on quotes and I would like to share 2 with you which I thought was rather..amusing...and i guess a bit true...just a lil bit...haha.

In politics, if you want anything said, ask a man. If you want anything done, ask a woman.
-Margaret Thatcher-

In every real man a child is hidden that wants to play.
-Friedrich Nietzsche-

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Woot!

Thank You Lord :)

Sunday, August 9, 2009

And there was 3


And so for a week, 5 of us were together and we thank God for the time we had together, never had so much fun :)

Mum and Lyn left this morning, thought I wouldnt cry anymore..haha..

Dad's gonna be with us for an extra week..all the jantan wongs.

This will be interesting. I've gotta cook with less salt and all things unhealthy.

First dinner with the guys, steam beans, stir fry celery with kacang and ikan bilis and tauyu chicken

Monday, August 3, 2009

Picture updates 2

My personal present for grad with angpau money from auntie. Have been eyeing this one for a bit and yes, definitely enjoying it

With the Lim brothers. Ming and Kai.

I am grateful for the many great things You have done and are doing and will do.

Thank You.

Sunday, August 2, 2009

Thursday, July 30, 2009

Pumped

In less than 48 hrs, the females from the Wong clan will be arriving and 24 hours later the Big Boss will be arriving..

am excited indeed. our place has never been cleaner :P

Graduation ceremony on the 5th of Aug.

.... finally.

Thank You


Monday, July 13, 2009

Operation Encounter 2009






Over the past few months, i had the privillege of working alongside some tremendously gifted people planning for a seminar by Wycliffe Australia. It's called Operation Encounter, OE for short and its basically a seminar that teaches a lil bit on the 'how to' of cross-culture. It was from the 10-12 of July 2009 and I was looking after the logistic side of things and admin too. It wasn't something that i like fully enjoyed and had some difficulties at different point in time but i learnt to take each one of them as a challenge to overcome.

That gave me a change of perspective, from whining..to having fun. :) The experience was definitely something that i won't forget and the lessons learnt too was refreshing.

Just thought i leave some pictures here for your viewing pleasure.

Aileen Morrow shared about a mission trip to Phillipines next year and was giving out flyers and when I took one, I was...surprised. Guess who's on the front cover of the flyer?


Ms Lee Ee May.

And when i opened it, guess who i saw inside?

Me!!! haha.
Fyi, the picture was taken in OCF SA Ecamp 2007

I wonder whether i can ask for commission if ppl sign up for this mission trip. haha

So klg folks, if you are seeing this, hope you guys are proud..haha, we klg reps are accidental models on flyers being distributed around the Australian churches.

With Aileen and the OE 09 planning team



And i just had to put this, a pic of my latest investment. tight leggings to go jogging during winter..how sexy..haha

Sunday, June 28, 2009

Mum, this is for you.



Haha. yes, i know we owe you a picture of us wearing the same tee that u got us..but this will hv to do for now.. :)

taken after church at home.

and i just met another Wong Wei Jin, he has an english name, Nick, small little fella that runs around in church, ha..


Friday, June 26, 2009

Of attempts at emo pics and good food :)




My attempt to put a lil bit more effort in decorating dinner.haha


Pictures are not in order. They are for the viewing pleasure of those back home. *hint* mum..thats u...haha..and credits to sherny for the solid reflection like photo..and to all of us in it who made a fool of ourselves posing..hehe..pure bliss :) i certainly had fun

Just had a good time with some students from the Bible College of South Australia. Some of them who were preparing for ministry wanted the opportunity to just speak to international students here in Adelaide, to cross culture and they got a few of us from OCF to meet up with them. They wanted to hear a little bit about our experiences specifically those of us who were also actively serving in leadership....and it was an interesting experience. I had a lightbulb moment.

I realised what a privillege position the Australian Church is in with the immense number of international student at their doorstep. It's global missions at their doorstep. By reaching out to just one person from a different country and investing him him/her, they can potentially change a country. This person would in time bring the gospel back to his/her own people. Imagine, the opportunity to change a nation at your doorstep. When you see it from that perspective, you can't help but just marvel at the opportunity at hand.

And that was how OCF was started. An Australian man used by God took in an international student to share a meal with. It went on to sharing the gospel with him, starting Bible studies, discipleship, biblical Christian fellowship and the student went on to bring his friends and voila, OCF was born and one can only imagine how many have been touched by God through OCF.

And this was just through one Australian man. Imagine what would happen if the Australian church as a whole adopted this as a pattern/strategy for global missions. For one, it would definitely save costs (hehe..yes, the cheapo in me thinking..as it won't require sending ppl out to nations). fuhh..this is just too overwhelming..i am excited.

But of course, it would really be a selfless sacrifice as they would be investing in things that they cannot 'see' and 'imagine'. But isn't that what God has called us to? to have faith and to invest in the unseen. And I believe that only God can cause a drastic impact of this magnitude.

Check out the lyrics of this song, God of Justice by Tim Hughes
God of Justice, Saviour to all
Came to rescue the weak and the poor
Chose to serve and not be served

Jesus, You have called us
Freely we've received
Now freely we will give

We must go live to feed the hungry
Stand beside the broken
We must go
Stepping forward keep us from just singing
Move us into action
We must go

To act justly everyday
Loving mercy in everyway
Walking humbly before You God

You have shown us, what You require
Freely we've received
Now freely we will give


Fill us up and send us out
Fill us up and send us out
Fill us up and send us out Lord

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Maternal/Paternal instincts?

It's been sunny the past few days. Thank God :)

Decided to take the free bus down to central market today, haven't done it in awhile already. And also, needed to buy stuffs to cook for bro whos got papers starting this monday. I always find it refreshing to walk through the markets here, especially during off peak hours when there are not so many people. It can get pretty interesting as you can imagine, pushing and shoving and fighting with fellow international students for cheap bargains and old aunties too..hehe.

And so yea, enjoyed the whole walking and thinking of what to cook and getting the necesary ingredients. And i want to say this, for all those who are in Adelaide and like me, adores the A1 curry paste, it's cheaper in Thuan Phat. I usually buy mine from Kim Wang for Aud 2.25 and i bought 2 packets there today. All this while, i was under the assumption that you can only get it from there.

I headed to Thuan Phat to look for other stuffs and lo and behold, i found the A1 curry paste there too...... for Aud 2.15!!!!! A whole 10 cents cheapers. I felt so conned..haha. Some may say, it's only 10 cents but if you like us buy it quite often just bcoz its da bomb!!!and we miss our curries back home..you can actually save a bit..

on the way back on the bus, i saw this family got on the bus. the small lil boy just walked up straight to the driver and gave him a big hug to wish him good morning..and i couldnt help but smilleeeee and went all warm and fuzzy inside..haha..i feel so gay now..

and thats when it hit me ..shoot, am i becoming domesticated? going all fuzzy when i see cute lil children hugging old uncle bus drivers, going all crazy when im cheated 10 cents?thinking of what to cook?....my mum doest that..not me..hahaha...

which reminded me again of my conversation with a dear brother yesterday during our hike up to Mt Lofty...some guys today have lost that masculine heart, if i can call it that..but i've also learnt that some of us actually expresses it differently..then it hit me, maybe not all of us jantans have gone sissified..but we just express it differently than our 'forefathers' due to the shift of times...theres still hope for us, fellow warriors of God :)

I end here with a quote from John Stotts' Contemporary Christianity (was reading it on the bus),

'The only way to understand the disappointments and frustrations of life, the loneliness, the suffering and the pain, is to see them as part of our loving Father's discipline in his determination to make us like Christ.'

Hebrews 12:4-11

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Mountain of death..conquered

hahahahah...for those who are familiar with Adelaide..there's this slope on Montefiore Rd which i used to go joggin on.before the op, personal best was 4 rounds up and down..dare not try it since the op..always had this fear of pain..but today...muahahahahaha..

yup..after a long time, succeeded in going up but dare not come down la..but still, that's a milestone for me.

did about 6k's plus on hard terrain, a mix of flat land and slopes...longest that i've pushed the knees to. will try to hit 10 soon.

Saturday, June 13, 2009

Hope

Highlights of the week: . . . .(or at least some of it) . . . had other interesting stuffs happening too :)

Received a card from a fellow sister from Open doors, i have never met her but it was just nice to receive a word of encouragement during this period of waiting.

A close brother decided to give me some of his 'economist' magazines and here am i, learning to be more aware of what's happening on a global scale. Not easy reads..but nevertheless, enjoying the learning.
And of course...wacky phone calls from back home..she actually sang me a song together with her 2 accomplices (even had a guitar to back her up)..


Songs which has encouraged me and i hope that it does for you too..

All the Way My Savior Leads Me (A cover of the hymn)
By Chris Tomlin

All the way my savior leads me
Who have I to ask beside
How could I doubt His tender mercy
Who through life has been my guide

All the way my savior leads me
He cheers each winding path I tread
He gives me grace for every trial
Feeds me with the living breath

You lead me,
You keep me from falling
You carry me close to Your heart
And surely your goodness and mercy
Will follow me

All the way my savior leads me
All the fullness of His love
All the sureness of His promise
In the triumph of His blood

And when my spirit clothed immortal
Wings its flight to realms of day
This my song through endless ages
Jesus led me all the way
Jesus led me all the way

Yang terutama di dalam hidup ini
Meninggikan nama Yesus
Yang terutama di dalam hidup ini
Memuliakan namaNya

Haleluya, Haleluya
Saya mau cinta Yesus
Haleluya, Haleluya
Saya mau cinta Yesus

Tuhan adalah kekuatanku

Bersama Dia ku tak akan goyang

Ku 'kan terbang tinggi bagai rajawali

Melakukan perbuatan yang besar

Ku 'kan terbang tinggi bagai rajawali

Dan melayang tinggi dalam kemuliaanNya

Biar bumi bergoncang dan badai menerpa

Ku 'kan terbang tinggi bersama Dia

Thank You for that Word of encouragement

On a different note, have just finished the book I bought by Tozer on worship and found it to be refreshing, learnt something from him which i'm 'trying'. He writes about how he sometimes just go to a corner with a Bible and a hymn book and seeks Him. He really waits for the Holy Spirit to come, sometimes hours. And of course, we all know that when the Holy Spirit comes, things happen. And so, i sorta thought..hmm..i worship the same God as Tozer, why can't i have the same experience or even more (check out John 14:12)..and so, i decided to practise waiting upon Him daily, and man...when the Holy Spirit comes..well..words are just not sufficient. One of the days, i just took my guitar and flipped open my Bible and just started singing the Psalms and interestingly, i can't remember the melodies of it. I believe that at that point in time, it was a natural response to Him and things like this can't be 'created' or repeated.

One of the things that i have been thinking, in terms of Christian living, is that why so many believers live such defeated dark cold lives and i've come to think at least for now (in my life experience) is that they have not encountered God. Moses encountered God and his face shone like crazy, Paul encountered God and he was changed..there would be a change when we encounter God, and i believe we will not have to then 'try' to be a child of God, we will automatically just be one.

Last night at OCF was amazing and i thank Him for all that He did and for what He said.

Matthew 5:8 Blessed are the pure in heart, For they shall see God.

Let us then now 'work' on purifying our hearts. Yes, God purifies but we need to allow Him to. Tozer again writes about this analogy about us having a spiritual vacuum that only God can fill. A vacuum is a volume of space that is essentially empty of all matter, such that its gaseous pressure is much less than atmospheric pressure (Wikipedia). When a container containing vacuum is exposed, the outside forces gush in to equilibrate (make equal) the internal and external environment and likewise, all we need is to ask God to remove the sins that is blocking Him from filling us and once that is removed, the Holy Spirit just rushes in.

Random thought, why do we then sing 'open the eyes of my heart, i want to see You?' we should be singing 'purify my heart, i want to see You' :)

Friday, June 5, 2009

See ya Handsome

Most precious buddy is leaving for a long holiday.

See you soon.

love always.

Thursday, June 4, 2009

Thank You L

Had a very interesting night last night. L invited me for a dinner organized by the CMS (Church Missionray Society) of Australia. He went thinking it was just going to be a smallish dinner kinda thing with some sharing by some missionaries whilst I went just thinking, i'm a bit free now, why not just go and listen. 

To our surprise, when we got there, there were balloons everywhere, nice lights and some people in jackets and coats and the works. And there was so many people. The emcee welcomed us to their version of the Logies Awards dinner (Australia's version of the Oscars). So yea..we had a rather interesting time. :p

The food was great and the company was even better. Met some new people, saw some familiar faces from Evangelical Students and a gathering by Wycliffe i attended once. But I was just awed by the fact that I was in the presence of fellow brothers and sisters in Christ, people whom I have never met and yet, we're family. I'm sure the majority of them were like church leaders/elders etc.

The theme of the night was 'reaching the unreachable' and as the night went on, well, I was just awed again at how God dosen't need us to champion His Cause. Listening to countless testimonies, I was just, 'Wow, You don't need me but yet, You invite me to follow You as You do Your work amongst us.' In one of the prayers, someone prayed, 'Thank You for allowing us to be part of Your Mission for the World.'..or along those lines

 'What is Your purpose for me in all this?' hmmm.....

It can be rather intimidating at times, and scary too. But all we need is to simply trust and obey. 

On the way back, i randomly grabbed 2 books just for more info and i just only had the time to read through them. One of them was called, 'Making a difference that lasts-a guide to preparing your Will'. What a book to take back from a nice evening dinner.

I was 'accused' once of being paranoid about death. While growing up, I always displayed fear of death. Like what if while travelling up to Cameron Highlands (a hill in Malaysia), there would be a land slide and we would all die kinda thing. It wasn't due to some incident or anything but i used to have terrible nightmares about death when I was 9ish, but that's another story.
Anyways, a fellow brother also sent me a link about someone going through her last few stages in cancer and not being afraid of death. Go have a look, i was encouraged from her testimony.


My head knowledge tells me that I have nothing to be afraid of death because of Jesus but my insticts still does not express it.

But yea, the whole point in this was just to remind myself of what is important and what isn't. 

Please pray for mum and sis, they're leaving on a mission trip today.

Friday, May 29, 2009

Look

My latest addition..a gift from Danny, Justin and Bryan. This is definitely going to be one interesting read. 

I probably need to counsel myself first..haha

twisted ankle yesterday and don't have full range now but i don't think it's anything serious..i hope.

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Curry in Proverbs?

Was just flipping through the book of Proverbs and at the corner of my eye, i thought i saw, 'curry flavour'. But on a second read, i realised i was just thinking too much about food. (we're cooking lamb curry tonight..hehe)

Proverbs 19.6 Many curry favor with a ruler, and everyone is the friend of a man who gives gifts.
NIV

The NKJV says, 'Many entreat the favor of the nobility, And every man is a friend to one who gives gifts.' 

Go figure..

Interestingly when typing this post, i actually thought the verse was in 16.9 and when i opened my Bible just to confirm again, 16.9 read 'In his heart a man plans his course, but the LORD determines his steps.' (i've come to experienced myself that God actually still speaks through very real and practical ways and sometimes we're just so ignorant of it that we allow it to just zip past our minds) 

Truth be told, i am very much afraid of where I am in life right now. I'm still waiting for that 'illusive job' and it just dawned upon me that applying for PR is actually a BIG decision and it's not something that I should do just because. The past few weeks of my life has been more of like a mini holiday filled with house chores. Seeing that I'm the free-er hsemate at this point in time, i try my best to do more of the chores and help around where I can. Apart from that, my time have been filled with sending out resumes, calling up pharmacies, checking out Bible colleges and reading books. Just recently finished a book on a missionary who sorta did like a 'Jim Elliot' thing and went to South America.  Title of the book is 'Bruchko'

I finally took that leap of faith to start reading Contemporary Christianity by John Stott. It's not for the faint hearted. But yes, what he writes about has certainly been challenging and refrehing. After this, i hope to start on my new additions, Getting the best from the Bible by Selwyn Hughes and The Worship-Driven Life by Tozer. And before you think, i'm some holy-moly fella who just reads Christian books only, let me say something. I really want to challenge what I already know, just to make sure that what I know is true and reading is certainly something which i see can aid that. I one day want to invest in books which are on secular issues too but looking at where I am right now, not having a job and living on limited finances, i rather invest first on books which I know have value. Not to say that secular books have no value but i feel a bit safe-r in sacrificing my lunch money on Christian books because i know i can pass them around and it can certainly be a blessing to someone. So currently, my only source of secular issues are free reads at the book shops or websites. :) yes yes cheapo klg fella.

Some days I wake up not knowing what I'm doing and whether am I going in the right direction in life, the direction that He intended for me. The urge to go back is still very strong in me but i think a major pulling factor is the desire to go back to what is familiar and comfortable and I think that is not a good enough reason to go back. Sure I have a heart for my fellow bangsawan and church back home but i think right now, the desire to go back to what is comfortable and familiar is a big thing and I don't believe that is what He wants for me now.

Sometimes when i'm not doing anything, I allow my mind to wander and to have dreams and I believe that there may be something more than just going back to Negaraku...or could it be just my innate male desire to do 'big' things. hmm...time will tell. But i see this season in Adelaide being a preparation one. The past 2 years and so has certainly been filled with lessons and i've learnt lots. I would love to go to Bible college one day, to challenge my thoughts/opinions too and hence, all the readings now also. Right now, i'm enrolled in Wei Jin's college where I can dictate my pace of learning..haha. The background of church where i grew up dosen't really like fully encourage people to go to Bible college and that's why we were thought how to read/study the Bible for ourselves but I would love to go there one day just to see/hear what others think. But ya, we'll see where God leads.

Wow, just realised i wrote quite a bit..hehe. can be very cheong hei sometimes but i won't apologize for that coz this is where i sometimes come to just pour out my thoughts.

The song, 'Your grace is enough' rings in my ears and i pray and hope that during this time of uncertainty, when my worldly desires can so easily overtake my desire for Him, that those words will remain true with me.

Time to go exercise that almost-there knee of mine.

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Thank you

Before I go to bed tonight, I just want to say a big Thank You to every single one of you out there who made the day extra special for me. The 'sabos', surprises, sms', calls, fb messages (i nv spent so much time on fb before-attempted to thank everyone, sorry if i missed you, but yes, thank u), letters, cards, gifts, cookies, cakes, hot chocolate, coffee, tong shui, food, TIME sacrificed to just chill out with me from SA, interstate and international. 

Thank You.

Lest you think I am boastful, I really just want to say thank You because it made a difference for me. I was hoping that the family would turn up at the door step (was hoping to celebrate with them after awhile of not being able to), but yea, i thank God for my 'extended family' here.

It was timely too. 

We looked at the crucifixion story at OCF on the Friday before and I was again reminded the Greatest Gift that I could ever received.

Thank You.

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Woohoo

I found my answer to my previous post on when was Paul's another encounter with Jesus. Thank you to a certain friend :)

but yes, i cheated and resorted to asking around. Got lazy after going through his letters again and it never occur to me that it would be in somewhere else.

This mini quest on Paul's life that i went on has just revealed to me what a man he is. I mean, I always believed that he's one of a kind and that was just because from the fact that the Holy Spirit used him to write quite a number of the books in the NT in the form of his letters. But this mini quest which i have just completed (hehehe...oh the joy!!!) has just brought that to a whole new level. I think we should not take lightly when reading his writings..even Peter found it hard to understand his writings (cf 2 Peter 3: 15-16) and even more so because its the divine Word of God.

An interesting sermon.

Glorification: Conformed to Christ for the Supremacy of Christ

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By John PiperAugust 11, 2002

 


Romans 8:28-30

And we know that God causes all things to work together for good to those who love God, to those who are called according to His purpose. 29For those whom He foreknew, He also predestined to become conformed to the image of His Son, so that He would be the firstborn among many brethren;30and these whom He predestined, He also called; and these whom He called, He also justified; and these whom He justified, He also glorified.

Ponder with me one of the implications of the "for" ("because") at the beginning of verse 29. This word means that verse 29 and the following verses are a support, or an argument, or a foundation, or ground, or basis for the promise in verse 28. In other words, Paul writes verse 29 so that you will be more confident in the promise of verse 28. I promise you, God says, that all the hard things in your life will work together for your good, because I foreknew you and predestined you and called you and justified you and glorified you. So be strong and take risks and go to the hard places of need and show the world by your love that you trust God and his promises more than wealth or weapons of police or alarm systems or good neighborhoods or available medical care.

Why Are There Arguments and Not Just Raw Authority?

But here's the question: If God never lies, and if he promises in verse 28 that everything will work together for our good, then how is our faith in this promise made any stronger by a ground in verses 29-30? I mean, God has spoken in verse 28 and God is God, and his word is infallible and unbreakable. Shouldn't we just believe it because he said it? Why does Paul give arguments? How do arguments for something God has said make our confidence stronger?

Before I try to answer that question, be sure you see the significance of it. It's really a question of why we have the kind of Bible we do. God could have given us a list of affirmations about his nature and his character and a list of commandments to do. It certainly would have been a lot shorter. But instead he gave us (for example in Romans) long, complex arguments and explanations and reasonings. In the gospels he gave us narrative of Jesus' deeds and collections of Jesus' teachings and provocative groups of parables. In the Old Testament he gave us sweeping overviews of Israel's history and accounts of the origin of the world, and glimpses into the inner lives of psalmists and powerful visions and sermons of the prophets and collections of proverbs.

What's the point of all this lavish special revelation of the ways of God in the world? That's the question we are really asking when we ask, "Why does Paul buttress Romans 8:28 with an argument in verses 29-30?" Why not just tell us what God promises to do for us and count on faith to be strong in holding to the promise?

Faith Is a Response to the Revelation of Light

The answer — at least a very important part of the answer — is that faith is not a leap in the dark, but a response to the revelation of light. If faith were grounded on nothing more than raw authority, then the Bible would not have been written the way it is, and the history of redemption would not have been planned the way it was. Faith is not based merely on raw authority (like: "God said verse 28 so believe it. Period! No basis needed! No arguments required!"). Faith is not a response to raw authority; faith is a response to the revelation of light. Not physical light, but spiritual light.

Let's turn to 2 Corinthians 4:4-6 to see this and to launch us further into our text today. What Paul says in these verses is that the gospel of Christ is the revelation of this spiritual light. He calls it two things, one in verse 4 and another in verse 6. Verse 4: "The god of this world (I think that is Satan) has blinded the minds of the unbelieving so that they might not see (!) the light of the gospel of the glory of Christ, who is the image of God." So there is "seeing" necessary for salvation. When Paul says in 2 Corinthians 5:7, "We walk by faith and not by sight," he means physical sight, not this spiritual sight in 2 Corinthians 4:4. The light we must see to be saved is the "light of the gospel of the glory of Christ, who is the image of God."

When the gospel is preached we must see Christ in it asglorious, indeed, as the image of God himself. This is why the four gospels, for example, are not one-sentence books: "Christ is glorious and Christ is God." True! But faith in this Christ is NOT a response of raw authority or a leap in the dark. It is a response to the light of glory in the person and work of Christ. Therefore the person and work of Christ are lavishly displayed in four gospels and Acts and epistles and Revelation.

This is why Paul says in verse 5, "For we do not preach ourselves but Christ Jesus as Lord, and ourselves as your bond-servants for Jesus' sake." Preaching ourselves would not help you see Christ. Preaching Christ as Lord and putting ourselves in the lowly position of slaves, that's what will help you see the glory of Christ so that you have sure foundation under your faith.

Then in verse 6 he describes in a different way this same spiritual light of verse 4. He says, "For God, who said, "Light shall shine out of darkness,' is the One who has shone in our hearts to givethe Light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Christ." This is the same reality as the light in verse 4, but with different words. According to verse 4 we must see "the glory of Christ, who is the image of God." And according to verse 6 we must see "the glory of God in the face of Christ." The "glory of God" is the "glory of Christ," and the "image of God" is in "the face of Christ" — which I take to mean the portrait of his whole being — his character, his nature, his person.

Here's the point: faith is not a leap in the dark. There is light all over these verses. Faith is a response to the light of God's revelation of himself in Christ in history, especially in the gospel. Therefore, to help people come to faith, and to sustain and strengthen our own faith, we need to know (notice the word "knowledge" in verse 26, "light of the knowledge of the glory of God") — we need to know the way Christ acted, what he did, what he said, how he thought, how he spoke, how he suffered, and how all this was working out the plans of God. This is the way the glory of Christ shines out for us to see. And this seeing is the way faith comes into being and the way it is sustained and strengthened.

The Connection with Romans 8:29

Now here's the connection with Romans 8:29. Paul wants us to have faith in the promise of Romans 8:28 — that God will work all things for your good — so that we will be radical, risk-taking, loving, sacrificial, Christians with a wartime mentality. But he knows that faith is based not on raw authority of mere statements. It rises in response to the revelation of God's glory. This is why he does what he does in verses 29-30, he shows us some of the ways of God. He gives us a spectacular glimpse into the sovereign, saving work of God from eternity to eternity — from the foreknowing-foreloving-forechoosing of eternity past, to the final glorifying of his people in eternity future. Seeing the glorious work of God in Christ in verses 29 is not just incidental information; it is the revelation of who God is, how God acts, how God loves and saves and keeps. The point of it is to display the light of the knowledge of the glory of God in Christ. And to make our faith in the promise of Romans 8:28 something it could never be without it. So rivet your gaze on the glory of God in the acts of Romans 8:29-30.

Now there are two more questions about this revelation in verses 29-30 that I want to deal with this morning before we move ahead into verses 31ff next week. One is this: Why is "sanctification" not mentioned in the chain that leads from foreknowledge to glorification? And the other is: Why does Paul say (in verse 29) that the aim of our predestination is not merely to be conformed to the image of God's Son, but it is "so that He would be the firstborn among many brethren"?

Why Is Sanctification Not Mentioned in the Chain?

First, where is "sanctification" in the chain of these verses? You recall what "sanctification" is. It was the theme of chapter six. Remember verse 22: "But now having been freed from sin and enslaved to God, you derive your benefit, resulting insanctification, and the outcome, eternal life." So sanctification is the gradual process of our becoming holy which leads to eternal life.

Why is it not mentioned in this unbreakable chain in Romans 8:29-30? Paul mentions five links in the chain: Those whom he (1)foreknew he predestined; and those whom he (2) predestined he called; and those whom he (3) called, he justified; and those whom he (4) justified, he (5) glorified. Why didn't he say, "And those whom he justified he sanctified, and those whom he sanctified he glorified"?

The reason this matters is that someone might say, "Well, since it's not in the chain, it's either not necessary for heaven like the others, or it is not the work of God the way the others are. Both of those inferences would be a deadly mistake. Sanctification is necessary for heaven. That is why Romans 6:22 says that the outcome of your sanctification is eternal life! (See Hebrews 12:14; Galatians 5:21; 1 Corinthians 6:9). And that makes it all the more important that it is indeed God's work in us, so that the necessity of it doesn't throw us back on ourselves. It throws us desperately on God.

For example, Paul says in Philippians 1:6, "For I am confident of this very thing, that He who began a good work in you will perfect it until the day of Christ Jesus." And Philippians 2:12b-13, "Work out your salvation with fear and trembling; for it is God who is at work in you, both to will and to work for His good pleasure." And 1 Corinthians 15:10, "But by the grace of God I am what I am, and His grace toward me did not prove vain; but I labored even more than all of them, yet not I, but the grace of God with me."

So sanctification is both necessary and the work of God. So why is it not mentioned between justification and glorification. I think the reason is that in Paul's mind sanctification is included in glorification. So, in effect, he does make it part of the chain. Now why do I think this? What's the Biblical basis for it?

It comes from 2 Corinthians 3:18. Paul describes here how we are changed into the likeness of Christ — that is how we are sanctified. It happens by looking to Christ — the spiritual sight we talked about earlier (note the context!). He says, "But we all, with unveiled face, beholding as in a mirror the glory of the Lord, are being transformed into the same image from glory to glory, just as from the Lord, the Spirit."

Now what is so relevant in this verse for us is the word "glory." Our gradual change into the image of Christ is, Paul says, a moving "from glory to glory." And he says this is from the Lord. This is essentially the work of the Lord. So being glorified in Paul's mind is not only the final transformation at the end of the age at the resurrection when we get out new bodies; it is also the process of moving morally and spiritually toward that goal.

So in Paul's mind, when he said in Romans 8:30, "the justified are glorified" he meant, God works to make sure that those whom he justified move from one degree of glory to the next (sanctification) and finally reach perfection with new and glorious bodies like Christ's (Hebrews 12:23; Philippians 3:21). So your progressive sanctification — your becoming like Jesus — is as sure and as firmly planned and worked by God as is your election and predestination and calling and justification and final glory.

Why Is the Goal That Christ Would Be "Firstborn Among Many Brethren"?

Which leads naturally to the last question: Clearly verse 29 says that the aim of our predestination is our likeness to Christ. So sanctification is here in verse 29 as well. "Those whom He foreknew, He also predestined to become conformed to the image of His Son." So your holiness, your sanctification, your becoming like Jesus is God's aim for your life from eternity. Predestination means: Predestined to become like Jesus. That is what you should be giving yourself to. Pray and study and fight and suffer and trust to be like Jesus.

Now my question is, Why does Paul go on to say, ". . . so that He would be the firstborn among many brethren." Colossians 1:18 gives the answer: "He is the beginning, the firstborn (same word as in Romans 8:29, prwto,tokon) from the dead, so that He Himself will come to have first place in everything." Christ died and rose from the dead as the firstborn of many siblings so that he would be seen and enjoyed by them and by others as preeminent, superior, gloriously great.

In other words, our destiny to be like Christ is all about being prepared to see and savor his superiority. We must have his character and likeness to know him and see him and love him and admire him and make much of him. By adding the words, "that He would be the firstborn among many brethren," Paul makes plain that Christ is ever and always supreme above us,and that we must be holy in order to be with him and enjoy him forever.

Test Yourself

Without these final words in verse 29, O how easily we would slip into a man-centered view of sanctification that make us and our likeness to Christ the ultimate goal. It is a goal. But it is not the ultimate goal. The exaltation of Christ is the ultimate goal. So consider some questions to test yourself as we close. Are pursuing your own glory or Christ's? Take some attributes of Christ that we might pursue.

  • Do I want to be strong like Christ, so I will be admired as strong, or so that I can defeat every adversary that would entice me to settle for any pleasure less than admiring the strongest person in the universe, Christ?
  • Do I want to be wise like Christ, so I will be admired as wise and intelligent, or so that I can discern and admire the One who is most truly and all-satisfyingly wise?
  • Do I want to be holy like Christ, so that I can be admired as holy, or so that I can be free from all unholy inhibitions that keep me from seeing and savoring the holiness of Christ?
  • Do I want to be loving like Christ, so I will be admired as a loving person, or so that I will enjoy extending to others, even in sufferings, the all-satisfying love of Christ?

Everything in these verses — all of God's work, his choosing you, predestining you, calling you, justifying you, sanctifying you, bringing you to final glory — is designed by God not mainly to make much of us, but to free us and fit us to enjoy making much of Christ forever.

So I plead with you: Set your mind's attention and your heart's affection on the glory of Christ so that you will be changed from glory to glory into his image, so that you might fully enjoy what you were made for — making much of Christ.


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